OK! since i just joined i want to catch up by telling what happened in earlier experiences.
this post will contain a report and a follow up question.
so it was a weekend night and even tho i rarely drink our go out at all this night ive been out with a couple of friends drinking and also had a couple of extacys. so when the bars close im not really satysfied so we decide to go to my mates flat and do some more e and hang out. said and done, we are all feeling great when i come up with the idea to add some changa. i am really seriouse about my use of this molecule and treat it with respect! anyway we did it. it felt like the e and alcohol made it so easy to throw youre self in to it with out fear or hesitation. it was beutiful after a couple of hits i was of to a dimension/ room that i recognised from earlier journeys except this time just a sligthly different color. it reminds me of plastic or clay in that randomly forms the walls and ceiling, but the feeling of it was like the mines of moria or a lego catacomb or something.
becuase i felt so safe and strong i didnt just dare more i craved it! i wanted to go deeper!
so i keept on hitting the pipe now light takes over the room just pure light and i can feel the already extreme feeling of extacy in my body intensify even more. i felt great! now i decide to try and meditate with this so i crossed my legs and put my hands together and started meditating. this was the first time i realized how much of an impact meditating and controlled breathing has on me when im ifluenced of changa/ dmt, since then i always do some sort of meditative when i smoke it.
anyway i can feel everything intensify with every breath i take and a small ball of light starts down somewhere at the end of the spine rising quickly like a thunnel or reversed cone upwards thru my body and just before it popped out of my skull i saw the gold mask of tuthankamun flash befor my eyes then pop! for a few secs wich could have been an eternity in my mind, there was only light comeing out of the crown of my head, no tought no sound nothing! when i can grasp where and what i am again i just feel myself smileing! and the only picture in my head was of the buddha under the bodi tree when he found enlightment.
i felt so satisfied and i started thinking is this how the budda felt? am i experiencing what he did? (i dont want to offend anyone that is trying hard with meditation by saying i reached nirvana after a night out on the town! but this is what i experienced.)
this was so profound that i had to stop hitting the pipe and take a brake. so we all did and smoked a joint talking about or journeys since this was their first time.
Well after the brake i went back on it this time something really strange happened, i took a couple of hits and whent to the clay catacombs again but i just kept on hitting and i felt like i jumped over that room or rather like this other room/ dimension was pulled over me. and this was like nothing else it was pink light sparkling like electrisity with a ancing being sort of looked like one of the greys (alien/ little green men) but he was made out of the same static light that surrounded him except he was white.
the feeling of beeing thrown so far past that already distant clay catacombs was terrifying and i tried to pull out of it. i didnt have to wait long becuase i was only the for about 5 seconds but you know it can feel alot longer! geometrical patterns sends me back to something else i really cant remember becuase of what i just experienced was still in my mind and i let that be a good end for this time.
so the day after i wanted to tell my other friend who makes the changa and is my fellow traveller often all about it so i did.
he has read alot more than me and is a little bit more experinced than me and he just told me that i really had to be careful with mixing mdma and maois. now after i done some research i know mdma and maois can be right out dangerous and if he had told me that befor i would never have tryed it and never had these amazing experince!
so my question to you fellow nexians and moore experienced beings is how dangerous can the mix of extacy pills and the extracted maois in changa be!?
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