Hello Nexus,
After quite some time I have made it back to this part of the universe. I know I have introduced myself already but I decided I would introduce myself once more because my coming back means I am a slightly different person now. Therefore you will need to learn a few things about me.
Over the course of the year, I migrated away from psychedelics. I decided it was time to move away from that area of my life - it was starting to get
weird and in ways that were definitely unproductive. The universe had sent me a sign through two powerful and not so great LSD trips. During that time I learned a lot about myself and life in general - the other side of things. Not doing these type of drugs, in fact condemning them in my life, made me see a different perspective on life that I really needed to integrate with my experiences. Of course during this time I still sought to understand what exactly had happened those two times I freaked out on LSD. Anyway, the important thing here is I really developed and built my belief structure which I now feel is much more accurate to how I need to live my life.
The first thing I have learned is about myself. I realized my potential as a human being is immense; I am a very unique soul and I have much to contribute to this world. I feel that everyone is equal to me, but I am only just waking up to this idea now. Of course I knew before that I felt I could make large contributions and that everyone was equal, but I didn't exactly know how. Today I feel I am ready to move on with my life and enter the chapter where I begin to be the real human being I am and live out the life I am sought out to live. I truly believe that there is a plan set out for me, but that I made this plan for myself before I came to this living reality and I am now just following the greatest plan that I could have possibly made for myself. No matter how you slice it, I know myself best, and therefore am now destined for true happiness. What else would I have planned for myself other then living the best life ever?
I stand here today to say that I am here to share this true happiness that I have found. If I can find it, then so can anyone else. This place is a meeting place for like-minded individuals and if there is anything I can do, it is share my thoughts and feelings with those who need them. With psychedelics I have much to offer and with life even more so. I am not here saying I have all the answers, but if I do have one answer I am willing to share it.
I look forward to my future with this group of great folks and even though some of you I already know, I am excited to meet the rest of you.
Here's to the Nexus! *clink*