So I'm pretty sure I didn't breakthrough since I wasn't transported to another location, or felt any sort of entities, but I just wanted to share my experience to see if anyone has felt anything similar. I tried smoking DMT yesterday for the first time with little success other than feeling walls breathing and warping, and geometric patterns overlaying surfaces, but today was very different. I used a volcano vaporizer, 25mg, which seemed to be much stronger than 40 mg on a VG which I used yesterday. After inhaling and holding it in for a good 20 seconds, I felt like my whole body and everything around became this rainbow like energy, but I never lost control. I felt like I was completely in charge of myself and my environment to the point where I felt godlike, and then upon lying back and closing my eyes I saw a dark silhouette of what appeared to be rainbow clownish toy figures in this infinite 3 dimensional geometric pattern, that felt slightly nauseating. I understand that most people feel a sense of ego loss, pure awe, and being completely humbled, but for some reason that was not my experience.
What I felt I extracted from this event was that beyond our world, beyond our current existence, there is a place with infinite experiences. An by infinite, I mean infinite to the extent of nausea, where consciousness within this existence purposely takes human (or other creature) form to limit its awareness, and basically slow things down. It was as if god (or whatever proper terminology) was so bored, so nauseated by infinite experience, he/it started taking form as us to forget. Has anyone felt anything like this?