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Spicy_Monkey
#1 Posted : 10/15/2011 9:54:50 PM
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PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set:excited/anxious
(physical condition) Set:well rested and in good health
Setting (location): dorm room with a very insignificant chance of any interruptions
time of day: 4:00PM , cloudy, with a very bright sun, and very windy
recent drug use: alcohol last night, tobacco and marijuana several hours ago
last meal: eggs, oj, and hash browns at 2:00 pm

PARTICIPANT
Gender: male
body weight: 61.234 kg
known sensitivities: opiates and amphetamines
history of use: one pharmauasca trip, 2 non break through vaporized dosages, and one smoked break through using 100mg

BIOASSAY

Substance(s): DMT
Dose(s): 80 mg
Method of administration: smoked in a bowl, with pipe tobacco ash above and below the DMT


EFFECTS

Administration time: T=0:00
Duration:0.25 hrs
First effects: almost instantaneous
Peak: T=0:01-0:08
Come down:0:08-0:25
Baseline:0:30

Intensity (overall): Moderate
Evaluation / notes: I did not manage to smoke all 80mg, I maybe got 40 mg actually inhaled

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 3
Implesantness: 0
Visual Intensity: 3
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AFTER-EFFECTS

Hangover: none
Afterglow: still ongoing as of 45 mins after, but I feel quite blissful


REPORT

Here we go! Hahaha, its been eight minutes since i smoke the DMT, it hit me really fast and i had Shpongle- A New Way To Say Hooray, playing as I smoked it. For some reason I couldn't allow myself to breakthrough. I stopped smoking it, after two or three large hits, which I couldn't hold in as long as I usually could. The glass of the bowl began to feel quite strange in my mouth, almost as if it were passing through my teeth. I felt the presence of there being some sort of being, that wanted me to figure out how to communicate with them. I knew if I took several more tokes of spice I would have broken through, but something was telling me I was not yet ready. This feeling was telling me that I would be more prepared for another breakthrough, or at least better prepared after I take LSD at the concert I was planning on going to.

Anyways, my dorm became very intense, as I had the window open and the wind was fluttering the curtains quite violently. I had a feeling of my self trying to leave my body, so I attempted to close my eyes and work through the beautiful visuals i saw. The best way I could put it to words would be a vibrant color changing serpent, that was coiled in itself, in ways not possible with 3 dimensions. While trying to work through the visuals, I was in mental communication with some being, it seemed to be telling me I want to give you something but you must be ready to accept it.. I replied that I was ready and gave it consent to do what it intended to do. I felt it probing all throughout my body, almost in a physical way. It started at my head and work its to the genitals. The probing experience felt quite sexual once it reached my genitals (both front and back), I felt waves of ecstasy and comfort at this point. The probing feelings ended at this point and I tried to enter hyperspace once more. I did feel myself leave my body, but I didn't get much further than the confines of my dorm.

As I opened my eyes from my failed attempt to breakthrough, I saw in the shadows of the curtains transform into an almost Nefertiti looking profile with mayan/aztec undertones. It spoke that I wasn't quite ready for what it had to offer. I also saw myself as what I truly was as a being (something I cannot even try to describe in detail). The wood grain on the dresser next to me flowed and expanded, I tried to look deeper in to the gaps between the grains and it did start to open up, however, this was short lived seeing as I was already about seven minutes into the trip. The floor tiles of my dorm became quite psychedelic, as did the bowl I used. The light poring in my room from the window put me in a state of euphoria, despite my frustration at not being able to break through. I will attempt to draw what exactly my close eyed visual looked like, however, It was constantly changing color and shape, so no drawing will really do it justice.

Overall it was a great experience, and I plan on smoking the remaining DMT as soon as I'm up for it. Expect a post with my rendition of the closed eyed visuals.
 

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DoctorMantus
#2 Posted : 10/17/2011 12:40:35 AM

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Is this your first experience? or have you dont it before? What kind of method did you use, Smoking DMT in a bowl is not always the best method, sure it can be done, but the way you burn or vaporize the spice it could dramatically change the trip in two different ways.

Maybe i can suggest next time you attempt try lying down in a dark room, and have it completely silently, but if you feel music helps make it more comfortable than go for it. I wish you the best of luck and maybe when the entity said you weren't ready than you probably weren't but you will get there, Please be safe and travel safe Smile

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Sky Motion
#3 Posted : 10/19/2011 6:03:12 PM

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Very nice report and experience Very happy

Can't wait to hear about your next one.

Be sure you feel ready to YOURSELF before embarking again and as DoctorMantus said, do it laying down in a dark room with silence, it really helps.
 
Spicy_Monkey
#4 Posted : 10/20/2011 7:25:41 PM
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DoctorMantus wrote:
Is this your first experience? or have you dont it before? What kind of method did you use, Smoking DMT in a bowl is not always the best method, sure it can be done, but the way you burn or vaporize the spice it could dramatically change the trip in two different ways.

Maybe i can suggest next time you attempt try lying down in a dark room, and have it completely silently, but if you feel music helps make it more comfortable than go for it. I wish you the best of luck and maybe when the entity said you weren't ready than you probably weren't but you will get there, Please be safe and travel safe Smile


This wasn't my first experience, and I definitely agree with the dark room being a better setting. I like the music because it helps me remember that time is still going (the music gives me proof, otherwise I can't help but feel like time isn't moving at all). I've done a lot of thought about why I didn't break through and realized that i probably need someone there to hold the pipe and give me a little motivation/support.
 
 
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