Lame post, can't delete, so this is it.

Hey carlinesque,
First off, thanks for giving us some detailed background information about how DMT came into your life, and how you first began to experience it. It really helped me visualize and get a feel for what you wrote.

You really have a way with words, and I am glad you have had time to experience the spice with your significant other.
It's also great to hear that DMT helped ease your detachment from deceased loved ones. The spice helped me come to terms with other peoples' deaths, as well as my own, probably better than anything else for some reason. Just seeing how complex this reality can be, and experiencing the sheer power of it, it humbles you.

Thanks a lot for writing this up. Loved the creative outro as well!

Hello carlinesque,

btw - I love your username. Nice.

Welcome to the Nexus! You are going to like it here.

Thank you for sharing such a wonderful introduction story. Your journey with the spice thus far has been beautiful.

When you write NOS what do you mean? I wasn't sure if that was nitrous or something else.

Big hugs to you sister on this anniversary day. Last two years, I've gone ahead and smoalked on the anniversary day of the rather violent and unexpected deaths of my mother and maternal grandmother. Both times I've had profound mystical experiences that filled me with comfort and reassurance.

I don't know if anything awaits us after this incarnation, but I do know that every moment is a huge blessing. Again, thank you for sharing the gift of your introduction and a hearty welcome.

That was a very nice intro Carli Spice is an incredibly powerful, yet gentle teacher as I am sure you are learning. I too have had anxiety prior to lauching, but through meditation and persistance, ie taking the damn hit and holding it for as long as possible despite te nerves, I have become much more comfortable with it. Yesterday revealed more of it's healing properties to me, it makes me want MOAR MOAR MOAR! Lol, the nerves will clear as you get better acquainted, I am sure.

Through my work with it so far, I have worked through my fear of death, re-kindled my spiritual practise, and have started walking a more positive path. My weed intake has dropped and my creativity has been given a real boost, all blessings I am sure you'll agree!

...thanks! ...but eh, it was cheesy at best

...you're the first person to comment on that, I was pretty proud of that myself, haha! Thank you

Welcome to the Nexus! You are going to like it here.

Thank you for sharing such a wonderful introduction story. Your journey with the spice thus far has been beautiful.

...si senor(a?), Nitrous

...that means a lot to me, thank you for the big hugs I didn't end up doing it because the day was just alright as far as my head space went and for different reasons. I'm very happy though that it wasn't like the last four, so I call it a success for me So sorry for your losses, violent deaths are tough ones to comprehend Thanks again for YOUR hearty welcome