RayOfLight wrote:One thing about changa or vaped dmt in general is that once I get going on it I can't seem to stop. I find that If i'm having a great trip right when it starts to wear off is when I think to myself ' no not yet , I'm just about to get somewhere with this '
Now that I realize the proper way to smoke it witch for me is starting small and working into it I think my chronic changa smoking is only going to get worse...
Maybe I better just make a ton of it so I don't have this problem.
Before I had my GVG and while I was still working on my smoking technique, I felt the same way – a failure to break through or a “sub-standard” breakthrough left me wanting more. There were nights where I kept smoking until my lungs couldn’t take it anymore. There was a craving. Not a craving for more DMT, but a craving for a deep breakthrough experience.
Back then, it was very hit or miss. But when I managed to get a deep breakthrough… A deep breakthrough was satisfaction. A need met. Craving replaced by thanks and gratitude. Completion.
And then there was no need to go back again, sometimes for a week, sometimes longer. I always felt that to go back right away after such a breakthrough was disrespectful – like a child opening the best, biggest, greatest birthday present and then immediately tossing it aside asking “What else did you get me?”
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