Hello Nexians,
First off, let me thank The Traveller for running such a great board, and let me thank all of its members for making it such an interesting and informative place. I've been lurking here for a while now but I've just decided to register.
In my youth, I was an explorer of cognition. Anything that I found that would alter my mental state I would consume with little question or anxiety, but it was primarily for recreational purposes and to sate my curiosity. Through most of my life, I have had no spiritual or religious leanings, but during my exploration I will admit here to having had a handful of experiences that had shaken me a bit in that respect. I've never really admitted that to anyone. I have now settled in to a calmer life, but have never lost my affinity for psychedelics. On occasion I will still partake in them.
I was recently on a mission to acquire something interesting, and DMT was mentioned. This immediately piqued my interest, as the closest thing I had tried was 5-MeO-DMT. I hadn't thought of nn-DMT in years. I had read many scary things about nn-DMT in the past, and had one particularly horrible overdose of 5-MeO-DMT long ago, so I can't deny some trepidation. I knew I would regret it if I didn't seize the opportunity however. I asked about it, and a price was offered for what amounted to about 40mg. I accepted to what I considered a fair price considering its rarity.
This was several months ago. It is still sitting in its impure, pale orange, waxy form in a drawer in my house. I'd heard in the past that you don't find DMT, but that it finds you when you're ready. Now I'm not a superstitious man, but I found the parallel to be interesting.
I have a wooden VG that seems like it would be perfect. Thanks to the fine posts here at the Nexus for teaching me that, as I was originally considering an oil burner. I just need to get more screens, and load up a bed of oregano or something similar. After reading the correct techniques on this forum, I feel confident as though I can most efficiently use what small amount I have.
I do have a question though. Would you recommend the full 40mg in one experience, or do you think I should separate it in to two? I have had trips in the past that have peaked with full ego loss that induced temporary amnesia upon my return to this reality, but it's been at least 10 years since I've had a psychedelic experience that was anything more than recreational. My thought process is leaning toward dipping my feet in to the puddle, and if the temperature of the water suits me, coming back after a while and filling up a whole swimming pool to dive in to.
What do you all think?
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