For most of my life, I've been interested in (the creation of/viewing/experiencing/listening to) what life as to offer, in the arts, saturating ones self in feeling, emotions, coming a little closer to understanding it all. I've been creating music for a while, and love going off and improvising for long amounts of time, it just feels good to release your thoughts and have other people understand without words. I really want to experience something that's like nothing else, something that will show me the beauty of what the mind can create (even if it is helped with a chemical)
Now I know it seems lohes is a junkie, but he only occasionally smokes cannabis, and is considering quitting anyways.
He tells me that he hopes to achieve a few things with DMT:
- Find who he is || It's always seemed to me like a part of me is missing, I hope to find this last piece and become a better person, EDIT: I've heard so much about people changing for the better, and I hope to achieve what they have, it seems like I'm missing things that most people realize
-To explore the depths of his mind || To see more than what I already see, to try and understand more about the image our vision fabricates for us
-For musical inspiration || No, I'm not going to write something like "DMT trip to hell", "Mountains inside Mountains: Inspired by DMT". Just as an artist paints with the sadness of love in mind when creating a painting of a decaying statue, I hope my experiences can inspire pieces of music.
I have never made (EDIT: Nor tried) DMT before, and I have a pretty clear idea of how to (EDIT: extract) it (lazyman's tek, sodium carbonate wash, evap.) but I still have a few questions before attempting it. I hope to grow a good relationship with the community here and have an awesome time, I can't wait to get started and to help show more members how to extract DMT