There is a God. There is also a Goddess, and this is what she showed me (if I can figure out how to attach an image...):

The blue coloured circle is God, and that circle contains all the male life energy, souls, etc etc. The purple coloured circle is Goddess, and that circle contains all female life energy etc etc etc. The intersection point of the two is where our universe is born.

Each one of the circles is in motion, and everything on both sides gets circulated through the intersection point eventually, so matter is always being created and destroyed at equal rates (it's not "created" or "destroyed" as such, that's just concepts for when something gets circulated in and out of the intersection, it probably just appears as such).

She said I should come back when i'm more prepared, and I intend to learn from both.

Syrian Rue + DMT = the way forward!

That's really interesting. In my dream, I felt something similar. It's odd, cus it's not like women are made of different atoms and particles.....it's just like, I felt as if everything existed, because two things longed for each other. That's what I felt, that because I found my wife, everything was possible to exist. Like maybe it's that way for everything, that everything has something to love, I dunno. I'm trying to make sense of something that really didn't make too much sense, I feel like I'm tricking myself. It has opened some doors and made me look at things with an entirely different perspective. I'm thankful and fearful, I don't know how to feel yet.

... for some reason I come to think of how it's sometimes it's called 'matter/antimatter' too ... our universe vs all others ... each allowed but only 'matter' in our reality.

And your saying "intersection" ... made me think of 'traffic circles' for conducting matter/antimatter ... which was what I was once saying/describing as I came-back from a breakthrough.

See if this makes sense - the probabilities of each reality are sorted in a traffic-circle like 'device' .. operated by ' elves' who 'decided' which exit the chance-for-something-happening would take ... no collisions were allowed(inhibition), just outcomes seemed delayed in the circle or 'timed' for ejection into a reality... There were many of these devices being operated, like a casino full of slot machines ... I had a male guardian angel showing me this ... very distinctly male, and was 'assigned' to me to demonstrate this incredible, planet-sized, collection of traffic-circles ...

Now I believe that we have such a device in our hearts and in our heads - if you believe it from 'that place' ... (faith in the Universal Truth(s) shown while on dmt ... ) then you can weave it ... into being, here and NOW !... Well 'now' is relative, as time is an illusion.

My favorite saying about time is the one that goes; "Time is the buffer that stops everything from happening all at once" ... which is so Zen like, I get goose bumps ... and thankful again for my daily, space-time duties..!

Everyting I have 'believed in' for in the past two years from 'that place', is dancing around me now ... Astounding, impossible coincidences overlapping affirming it is all based on Love - just find it in you, and give it away to get more ! It comes back to you in the form you weave it.. !

And I have come to visualize time as a giant ball of string - a big ball of yarn we each hold to weave, stitch, splice and sow anything we believe in ... and so that tool/traffic circle/intersection is like a 'loom' ... in our hearts .. Believe it .. just weave it !

There must have been a billion elves overseeing a billion traffic circles, each one just waiting for instructions from ME ! .. or you!

I like this idea of traffic circles. It seems that they rest in the sky and operate differently for each person. To me they look like giant eyes resting in the sky. All buzzing with blue electricity sending complex messages back and forthe between each other.