How are we all doing? I'm feeling a bit nervy today, slighty scared.. at the same time excited and kinda giddy at the prospect of losing my mind for X amount hands round a clock.

Its been a while since my last "big" trip, the last one in November shook me to the core and since then I've been reluctant to "Go for it!"

Well todays the day.. lets hope its a good un! Got the place to myself until tomorrow afternoon, cleaned, organised, brain.. chilled. I've fasted for 16 hours and everything is just so.

I'll post a lil sum sum up after the experience.

So this much mushrooms... Liberty Caps el Scotlando






and this much harmaline... FV el probably'notio





ether way I'm going to take it and thats the dose, I'm sure most of it will be harmalas, but it is quite old now, a year maybe so cant be sure.

I really do hope fortune favours the brave and I can move past that immpossibe mind plunderer I had last time.

You're insane.
And I salute you~!

that does looks about right tome happy travels.

You should be chiming in soon. I'm sure the journey was beyond words.

Love and Respect

Something about this has alien symbiotic intelligence written all over it, thats what I keep getting at varying degrees anyway.

The come up is outstanding, I literally dove into the floor as soon as I felt the 1st effects just so I knew I wouldn't fall off anything. Does anyone notice during the onset this clarity of the senses.. its like listening to static for ages and then turning it off and listening to the silence. Only this static interference stuff is all the time and when you eat shrooms or whatever it lifts it and leaves clearer sense of reality, I start hearing things off in the distance, birds chirping in trees accross te road, tiny dust particles floating about the air can be tracked with pin point precision when they catch the light for a split second, darting in and out neighbours conversations... stuff like that, tuning in, a clearer more defined picture of whats going on.

That one had me in some funny thought scenarios a couple times to the point I was just crackin myself up laughing at the absurdity. I remember opening my eyes and a tiny fly was drowning in my orange juce... then going off in this tangent of madness about getting cling film to put over the top of all the cups n shit so no more flys would drown. In reality I dont actually care about those wee flys.. stsy out my juce and you wont get yourself drowned pal.

but aye they're defo aliens that use us as puppets for a wee while so they can see what its like to be human. dunno who they report back to though cause there is no master and the cogs certainly spin of thier own accord.

... and I'm perfectly sane dear brusoiph. Maybe that is whats worrying . Mass producing weaponised 3 quinuclidinyl benzilate, now that would be insane!

Ready to do life?