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#1 Posted : 1/24/2011 1:19:18 AM

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N, N Dimethyltryptamine: Crystal Portal to Truth/Love


As soon as the DMT vapor entered my physical system, it happened. Everything you’ve ever heard about DMT is true and infinitely more, it all real and where your taken is all real. Words cannot ever come even close to explaining the overwhelming profoundness of what happens, but for now, these shadows of words will have to do. Nothing you have ever cognitively understood or observed in your life could ever prepare you for the truth you experience and ultimately become when you encounter those tiny crystal doorways to love. Anyways, I took my second lungful and that was it for me. Immediately I was caught up in what I can only inferiorly verbalize as Absolute Truth. I was literally transported into a higher dimension (I say “higher” only because I know total and permanent union with the Absolute could only be the ‘highest”.). Instantly the illusion of the ego and the adulterated reality of our present dimension evaporated just like those tiny crystals, as did time and space. I suddenly found myself in the realm of the Highest-Self. In that realm I saw what existence truly was. I saw what I truly was. I understood that I was all things, and the sudden overwhelming force of true and pure love washed over my entire being. Love, I know now, is the most powerful force in Existence, it absolutely is. In that moment I was everyone I ever loved, and everyone who ever loved me. Everyone I ever knew, and everyone who knew me. I was everyone I ever hated, as well as everyone who ever hated me, except now the concept of hate was a complete and utter impossibility. I was one with all things. In a single moment the True Wisdom of Existence totally encompassed and pulsated through every iota my being. I understood. I was One, All things became One. Human vocabulary cannot at all accurately describe the state of being I was allowed to experience. That state of being is what humanity has always yearned and searched for. That state of being is what I understand now to be what humanity has described as "God". Yes God is real. God is the "Higher-Self". God is the “Non-Self”, the Self completely devoid of ego. In that moment ego was absolutely incinerated. Like hate, it was an utter impossibility. Ego is what separates us from genuinely understanding the Truth of Existence. It is what keeps us from acknowledging that we are all actually of One Essence, of One Being. That there actually is no distinction in existence, It is all one. We Are Existence. We Are The Absolute. Now I understand what “One Love” means. Love is Us. Its been over an hour now since the experience but the truth of love is still shining ever so brightly and it truly has changed my life. I will never be the same. Truth is all that really exist. I am absolutely, positively sure now, Everything will be okay.

Anyways its been quite some time now, but I still vaguely but somewhat vividly recall the attributes of the experience. Yes, as common knowledge about DMT says, after a while it does become like a dream, only vaguely sensed, only vaguely comprehended. After all, every night, in every human brain it is what causes dreams, N, N Dimethyltryptamine. But that particular revelation of truth profoundly shook my whole being, it savagely changed all I knew. I know without a doubt that was what is really real and that’s where everything is headed.

To end with, I encourage who ever is reading this to do your own research on this beautiful and awe-inspiring molecule and there is lots of research out there. When it comes to you, embrace it and allow that Supreme Intelligence to guide you into all truth as I know it will. There has never been anything to ever have come close to where I was brought to that day, so beautiful. Words are a grave injustice. When it comes to you, you’ll see., and you’ll see I was right there with you. Believe me, you’ll understand. Much, much Love to you. Whoever You Are.
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#2 Posted : 1/24/2011 1:58:22 AM

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You expressed that very well. Very happy

What an amazing experience, I hope I too experience complete and total ego loss some day. Are you planning on visiting that realm again shortly?
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#3 Posted : 1/24/2011 2:10:36 AM

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Hey Now psychAJelic,

Would that be AJ or am I reading way too much into your user name? Anyway, I thoroughly enjoyed your post, friend. I had a very similar experience on my first series of lift offs with DMT. Although I haven't gone back to the well since then, I am most eager to embrace the molecule once more. Your beautiful spiritual awakening is an inspirational trip report. This highly spiritual experience is not uncommon and I salute you for sharing your revelation. Please continue to communicate your profound experience here in this wonderful oasis within the chaos and mind-molding programming which is the cyber-universe. It's encouraging to know that we are not alone in our journey, for we are a singular being, housed in many vessels. Welcome aboard! Very happy

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#4 Posted : 1/24/2011 2:29:22 AM

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amazing feeling isn't it?

welcome
 
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#5 Posted : 1/24/2011 3:43:19 AM

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thanks for the good stuff everybody..
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#6 Posted : 1/24/2011 4:39:40 AM

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psychAJelic,

Thank you for sharing this profound experience. I very much enjoyed reading about it.

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#7 Posted : 1/24/2011 5:56:28 AM

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As I'm sure it was said upon your entering the realm.... Welcome.
 
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#8 Posted : 1/24/2011 4:12:12 PM

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Thanks Apoc. Yeah, how could I forget those words? "Welcome", "Hello", "I Understand". All said to me from all existence, and by me to all existence, all at the same time with such love. Nope, don't ever think I could forget..
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#9 Posted : 1/24/2011 7:14:32 PM

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Very well said my friend...Let integration become a part of the experience as well and welcome to the Nexus Brother!

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#10 Posted : 1/24/2011 7:38:58 PM

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Yeah, pretty amazing revelation, right? But there's more. Much more. And then some!! (and then...well... some more!)

Welcome to our little world and our even smaller community. I am delighted you had such a good, awe-inspiring experience and look forward to reading more about you.

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#11 Posted : 1/24/2011 10:21:26 PM

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Yeah jbark I definitely agree with you. Sixth time now and still, Wow. So much more. Infinitely so much more. Whew.. Existence has taken up a radically new meaning for me in this paradigm. whew..
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