Mushroom have become an ally for me over the last few years. I use them a few times a year to help clear any mental baggage I'm carrying around. Yesterday was a typical mushroom experience. I woke up at 4:30 am and began preparing tea. I like to wake up early on Sat/Sun while my wife sleeps in. By the time she wakes up at 10:00 am or so I'm completely reset and in a totally positive frame of mind. This time I prepared a small 3.5 grams dose of tea from a friends batch of mushrooms that have been sampled several times time.
I went to the couch and did my normal ritual. I vaporized a little bit of Haze and then drank my tea in a 5 minute period. 30 minutes later the visuals started coming, but I noticed that they started coming really hard and fast....and the pattern was the same pattern I ALWAYS see on DMT. Strange I thought. Then I started shivering something fierce. I couldn't stop shivering and I had a lot of blankets covering myself. It this point it is about 45 minutes after ingestion when all of a sudden a giant wave of panic came over me. This has NEVER happened to me. I decided to err on the side of caution and went and woke my wife up and got back in bed with her. For the next 2 hours I woudl go through intense waves of panic. When the panic would subside I'd be in a perfectly normal calm mushroom headspace...about normal for 3.5 grams. But then the panic attack wave would come again and I would catapulted into a DMT headspace. All this would probably have been fine except my heart rate was beating insanely fast, I was shivering uncntrollably from head to toe the whole time. It wasn't until 3 hours ofter ingestion before intense shivering and panic attacks started to subside...then it was pure bliss for the next three hours followed by an amazing rest of the day...just a nice peaceful easy feelign with they world...the reason I take them.
I'd like to note that this was the first mushroom trip since I've done DMT...and my last DMT trip was over a month ago. I don't do these compounds often...
So what happened? Well I have a few explanation.
1) Every other time we've taken these shrooms (Burma strain cubensis) they have been powdered and capsulated to form standardized gel caps. This time I used the actual mushrooms to make the tea. It could simply be that one of the mushrooms was way more potent than the others.
Another possibility is that there are other alkaloids in these mushrooms. My wife has done shrooms with me 5 times....we've used two strains of shrooms. On one strain she has had absolutely amazing times (twice). On the Burma strain she has intense cramping and panic attacks (3 times). When I say intense cramping I mean she is in complete agony for hours...obviously this ruins the experience for her. Another friend has a similar but milder reaction to the Burma's. Could it be that the Burma's have a trace alkaloid that when present in high enough concentrations causes panic attacks? Over the years I've probably done shrooms 50+ times...mostly from wild picked shrooms and have NEVER had anything resembling a panic attack. I've been scared and fearful, but not to the point of having shortness of breath. Maybe I have a higher tolerance for this trace alkaloid and didn't experience the panic when my wife did...but when I did non standardized shrooms I received enough to push my over the edge?
I know some people think mushroom only have 4-hydroxylated tryptamines, but I personally don't believe this. Every mushroom strain, and species has it's own unique genetic code and thus it's own unique set of enzymes. It' certainly in the realm of possibility that sometimes these trace alkaloids get over expressed just as sometimes psilocin is over expressed?
2) Is it possible that DMT has opened up a new channel in me brain thus allowing me to access the same headspace while in mushrooms?
3) Has DMT made it so that I need very little tryptamines now? I get off on 20 mgs of DMT pretty well...and apparently 3.5 grams is enough to push me over the edge.
At this point I'm planning to give the Burma's another shot in a very small dose..1 gram perhaps to see how the shoe fits. In the mean time I have a pretty good lead on some Panaeolus Tropicalis. I think the shrooms that my wife had a good time on were some sort of panaeolus, but we won't ever be sure.
I know I've read a few other reports on here about DMT tainted shroom trips...but what the hell was the panic attack? I've eaten 5 grams of the same strain and had a phenomenal time...
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