So it finally worked properly,
and boy did it work! haha
I ingested 6 capsules full of powdered rue waited half an hour, and ingested 140 mg of spice in another capsule. (They all had holes poked in them before hand
So I eat the spice at 10 pm. I start feeling the rue kicking in already. No nausea to speak of. Just a little but nothing overwhelming. So anyways, my friend leaves and now I am all alone, so I turn off my lights and go in bed all the while feeling the stoney rue. We were smoking cannabis beforehand so that definitely helped with some nausea. I close my eyes and just start drifting into thought.. I can feel something so familiar flowing through my body.. I wonder what that could be. I doubt the spice capsule even worked....
The spice was slowly being absorbed into my bloodstream, when all of the sudden eyes closed, I saw this clear yellow goo that had indiviual rounded panels on it, and that is when it starts hitting me with such intensity. I get up to go to the bathroom because I have a sudden urge to poop, and not purge. All the while I am in a sorta "drunken" state stumbling all over then finally into the restroom. Eyes open it was too damn bright!! But when I looked down I looked at my own body and had such a huge realization.. I mean I am already a pretty hairy guy, but I realized that we are still primate and with that I kept getting hairier just like neanderthals and the like. I got out of my bathroom and washed my hands while looking at myself... HOLY CRAP, I looked so alien and just...me.. I went back into my bed and I had the GREATEST body high I have ever experienced, I mean this was making me truly laugh uncontrollably, and smile like I have never smiled before. Emotions of happiness, love, joy, all surrounded me. I realized that life is recycled because matter is neither created nor destroyed, which further confirmed for me that we are all one; in a network of information. For about an hour or so I had that body high and played with my puppy the whole time. I believe we connected so much. I had so much joy running through my body. It was quite possibly the best healing medicine I took.
I call it a Cosmic Cleansing, along with some Cosmic Yawns haha