i just wanted to write a positive experience post. not so much about the trip but about the takeaway which is as follows..
i've never thought of myself as very creative..playing music, drawing, improv, other creative forms of expression never come easy to me..idk it's one of those areas i just have always felt like i suck at. lately i've been trying to exercise those parts of my mind and even though it can be very depressing seeing how not good i am at those things when i try, when i see what i see during a dmt trip...the amazing imagery, the structures, the designs..to think my brain came up with that. like my mind is in a sense quite capable of such impressive displays of art in a way, it gives me so much hope. like it's proof that my mind is capable of creating such unique and beautiful things, it gives me a lot of encouragement..
i just wanted to share this, maybe it will help some others who might be similarly feeling untalented or incapable remember this about themselves. dmt is such a great piece of evidence that our minds can be capable of really beautiful creativity even if it only feels involuntary/born out of our subconscious.
lots of love and happy thoughts to everyone here.
-wishes she had chosen "nobodywillpickthis1" as her username-