The first time I ate shrooms I had a real emotional breakthrough regarding some personal stuff I was dealing with back then, soon after that I tried LSD and from that on I’ve been using psychedelics as part of my personal and spiritual growth process.
The most intense experience with shrooms was the day after moving from Mexico where I lived with my brother, this was the first time my brother tried shrooms and we were really looking forward to it, but it arouse deep feelings, we soon after started crying and after hours of sobbing my brother took a pill to sleep because the experience got too unpleasant for him. Although it was a bumpy experience for him it was very healing for me to handle such a though goodbye with such a cathartic experience.
And with LSD I started to see visuals with my eyes closed, a few minutes after (This is also the reason why I want to try DMT) my body started moving on his own. At first it was very lightly and then it was increasingly less subtle, but very smoothly, like I was flowing in connection with everything else.
After experiencing that I started to read about channeling, one day after eating some shrooms I could channel this energy once again. I was skeptical at first, thinking might just be my imagination & the substances, but I started to ask some questions and then my head started moving, as if I where answering those questions with my head. Sharp, fast movements…. This wasn’t subtle at all.
I’ve been meditating and connecting with this “energy” a lot, and I think I might make a stronger connection in DMT trip.
I know this sounds weird, but there’s no other way to say this…
That pretty much what I search with psychedelics, mystical and therapeutic experiences.