So... basically the central feature of my idea, is to create (or find) a molecule, that is like a "gear chain" on a bicycle.
The exact specific molecular formula doesn't matter... I'm more interested in the CLASS of molecule, as there will be so many variations with different properties.
I just feel (or know) that there is a very important missing chemical in this class.
Much like carbon-ring (Benzene or anything containing it) has important chemical properties, via the electron-sharing. This compound should have important properties too.
I might just be barking up the wrong tree

And it is probably something I would be 10 years off or so from being able to create myself (I'd need a lab + money to hire people... and I am poor).
So this is just pure aimless curiousity at the moment. But I always wanted to ask this question as I've been thinking about it for over 15 years now.
So... basically the chemical is like two circles, connected together, into a bigger circle. NOT like the 8 symbol, because 8 is connected at a point. In fact, I searched the whole Unicode database, there is no letter shaped in any official language that looks like this specific symbol. But is a vey simple and primitive shape.
The idea behind it is kind of symbollic.
"Two separate selves being part of a bigger whole".
two circles that form to make a bigger circle. That is how drive-chains work. One gear forces the other gear along, using a chain. So it isn't just symbollic, but also mechanically very useful.
but why not useful on a chemical level too? I kind of just know that it has some consciousness altering effects.
Obviously it probably wouldn't be like my chemical model I attached. Different Nitrogen or oxygen groups may exist, perhaps a long "chain" like DMT has could trail off of it. The drive chain itself could be of different length's, or maybe the chain could match DMT's "tail" in chemical formula.
But as long as "overall" it looks like a drive-chain, the idea is good.
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