Dear All,
I would like to share my first experience with you with the spice.
I decided to go for the vaping method as I it seemed to me quite a fool proof method, as I wanted to try alone at my place.
I did so by dissolving 1g of DMT in 400ml of eJuice 30/70 and smoked half of it.
As read in numerous guides, I have prepared a proper environment, tidy up my place, created a comfortable set up and took some time for me before starting.
As I live in a bit noisy area, I decided to wear hearplugs, so that I wouldn’t be disturbed by any undesired noise.
Not going to lie, I was a mixture of excitement, tension and a touch of trepidation.
I have stated feeling something after the 3rd puff.
I felt my body extremely light and uplifted, and on the outer ring of my field of view the room start expanding and contracting at the rhythm of my breath.
I took a couple of other puff and that’s when I reached the peak of my experience.
I was lying on my couch as the room was expanding and contracting. I had the feeling to be dragged away by these movements but somehow the couch was a safe raft.
Then I looked down at my carpet. It’s a quite plain carpet, with some big greyish exagon. But the more I was staring at him, the more I was seeing everchanging patterns of figures merging into each other, mostly in the style of faces of old school cartoons from the 30’s .
I think I spent some solid 5 minutes to look just at it, and even my hand which was laying on the floor disappeared in this patterns.
Then I raised my head and had a look at my room.
It was night and I had just a lamp on, so one side of the room was brighter then the other.
The room was keep breathing, but the shadows and the colors did not appear solid or with a smooth gradient, but more like in a painting from Georges Seurat, with a lot of tiny dots.
I then closed my eyes as I felt a bit out of breath.
I think it’s because during all this time, I kept breathing deeply and I am now thinking that I went in some kind of hyperventilation. (even though I was not breathing fast, just very deep)
When I closed them, I start seeing a pentagonal kaleidoscopic set up, where rhomboid shaped eyes were flying into my direction.
I am saying kaleidoscopic because somehow I could see that just one side was real (generating the images) and all the others were mirrored, but nevertheless, I could sense a very reassuring feeling coming from it.
Again, I spent some minutes contemplating this vision with my eyes closed, but after a while I started feeling some cold draft on my shoulder (I was quite sure I closed the window behind me) and I sort of presence behind my back.
I opened my eyes and turn my head, but it was like I was not able to see what was behind me.
I let my my voice out with a sound and I realized it was the first time during my experience. So far I had contemplating everything in complete silence.
I then took a blanket and laid back on the couch, try to cover me as much as I could and get myself warm.
I somehow found again peace and for some reason I found myself holding my hands together but as if I was convinced that I was holding someonelse’s hand.
After that, I got quieter and quieter and I feel asleep on the couch, partially because I felt very comfortable with myself and partially because I was a bit tired from the day.
I believe that overall the experience didn’t last longer than 15 min.
I will try to visualize the image I saw before my eyes as best as I could, hope to post them soon!
Thanks for taking the time to read my experience.