Hello and welcome to the forum. My visits to the chat are pretty infrequent so this is the first I've seen of you here.
Getting upvoted will certainly be of use to you if you wish to engage with threads outside of the welcome area. Don't be disappointed if it takes more than this one post to get there though!
Have a look through the forum and see if there are any topics that capture your attention; you could go into more detail about your own experiences and how they have benefitted you. If I understand correctly, you envisage using psychedelics as an adjunct to grief therapy, which is certainly an admirable goal and an as-yet little discussed complement to the use of psychedelics in cases of end-of-life anxiety.
I'm sure if you can expand on this subject some more it'll greatly assist in your journey towards full membership.
βThere is a way of manipulating matter and energy so as to produce what modern scientists call 'a field of force'. The field acts on the observer and puts him in a privileged position vis-à-vis the universe. From this position he has access to the realities which are ordinarily hidden from us by time and space, matter and energy. This is what we call the Great Work."
β Jacques Bergier, quoting Fulcanelli