dreamer042 wrote:Welcome grimlid!
It sounds like you've had quite a life. I love that you describe yourself as recovered and not "recovering". You come across as very empowered in your decision making and it sounds like you've decided to use these compounds for exactly the right reasons.
Glad to have ya aboard!
I really consider recovered as freedom from addict addiction or alcoholism as a solution to the daily life process. It stopped being enjoyable at some point though. I was totally unable to feel grateful or happy most of the time. I didnt feel good but was able to function in a cranky, bitchy way like a lot of unhappy people: do it without using crack, heroin, alcohol or crime as coping mechanisms ws the challenge to me.
When Canada legalized marijuana I re examined my options and I am very glad I did. It woke me up to a series of possibilities and gave me back gratitude and reconnected me with a higher power. Dmt is really assisting in my personal journey and psyche repair from 18 years of grinding myself to work harder.