Hello,

Please know I am one of little understanding. I desire to know more, I desire to live better, and I realize I lack compassion because of a fat ego.

An essay? Are you kidding me? I flunked out of a university and had a terrible, nasty time trying to write the last essay there.

You want to know more about me is that it?

I am a fool. Trying to learn but severely hindered by unruly greed and selfishness.

I suppose in place of an essay I will be as personable as I can.

Hold on. I saw others weren't writing essays. I don't want to shed this user profile because I am incapable of adhering to the ways of this place. I have much to work on and it begins with living responsibly however I do have trials planned with mushrooms, metocin, mescaline (San Pedro), and if those go well DMT.

Edit: Plans change. People change.

My conscience has me constantly criticizing my own thoughts and I feel I may need to practice being less sarcastic and communicating more rationally on another forum as this one does have a very strict but warm attitude that must be adopted I get that.

I need to heal essentially and then grow some before I come back. Who knows maybe I will write an essay upon my return.