Woooooooooowwww what a ride omg am I soo thankful to be alive as the title says this was my first negative experience with dmt but idk was it negative? To me it was absolutely terrifying I think I’ll neeed a lot of time to reflect on what just happened I think I let others negative experiences creep into mine I’ll explain...
The last two times I’ve took dmt i was met with utter joy and left with the feeling of complete happiness as some of you might have read about my first experience,but I shared my last trip with a friend he went in right after me and had a really negative experience when he came back to his body he told me the following...
He was sucked into a portal with a lot and as he put it a crazy amount of Aztec looking stuff he then said he was surrounded by at least 20 entities that at first where shocked that he was there somehow like he appeared in their world and invaded as he put it on their world/territory he said immediately they attacked repeatedly stabbed him over and over again all he saw was pools of blood gods of evil as he put it....
Wowwww can I just say again thank you god for bringing me back from there alive....
The first 5 or so times I’ve took dmt I felt I never let it dry properly so didn’t get the same amount of smoke\vapour as I did this time I did everything “right” < as if there is a right or wrong way but usually I would take 3 big hits then fall back this time I took one big toke and as I held it in and was about to go for a second toke I forgot what a lighter even was the room I was in and everything else in this world fell away....
Straight away I was slapped onto an operating table as it seemed to me anyway and as these alien\aztec looking people cut me open operating on me at the time I was terrified but as I came back to my body looking out my window at a sunny morning there was birds and beautiful colours flying everywhere and somehow I get the feeling they where searching and removing the negative energy I brought into their peaceful world also when I came back to my body I was sweating like I never have before on dmt..
Hence why I think the reason for this “negative” experience was 1. A mega dose I wasn’t ready for and 2. Letting and bringing others negative experiences with me,I started writing this as soon as I could after the trip so forgive me if some of it doesn’t make sense but wowww what a fucking ride that was I’m just so happy I’m alive after operating on me I was then propelled through a kind of portal myself as my friend said he had usually I’m propelled trough a tunnel in my other breakthroughs so that was different also as I hit the tunnel bang it felt like I shot out of this world and hit space no stars just space completely black...
Then a woman with a blue face blood red lips holding two swords but had multiple arms appeared in front of me almost like the Hindu gods you hear of with multiple arms she didn’t say anything but somehow told me I was paying for my friends hostile actions that is the last thing I can remember then boooom I’m back first a wall a hand the bed wow I’m back I thought I then proceeded to sweat uncontrollably and reflect on what just happened and as I said before I just stared out the window at the birds flying from everywhere leaving acid/lsd like strafe behind them...
I think I’ll leave it there that’s my immediate reaction and what I can remember from the hit then I remembered what she said/passed onto me that I was paying for my friends hostile actions so I rang him and told him everything that happened I could hear dead silence I think he was stunned he then told me why he had such a negative trip that he didn’t tell me at the time he said it started out well entities arrived and where checking him out he felt the love and joy as I had felt from my first few experiences then he said he got the idea could he control the hit? And do as he wished idk why but he then told me that to see if he could he tried to hurt one of the entities idk why he said it worked tho he cut one of them then they attacked him as I said before after finding this out I’m completely blown away woooow wtf is all we could say to each other
Sorry agian for spelling and so forth and if someone managed to read all of this your thoughts on this crazy the only way I can put it experience is welcomed crazy? Deserved? Wowww that’s all I can come up with your thoughts?
Daytripper....
“Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans.”