That Attitude page is not clear to me, so I am not certain what I am allowed to mention.

I am doing something else right now that has a short duration. I am fine during. But when I got to bed later that day I had very abnormal dreams. I typically am able to control my dreams to some extent and am aware during. So in this one I was doing what I want like usual, but then I had some hesitations and fears and some of the time they did nothing, but later part of the stuff started turning nasty. I immediately took over, eliminated it and forced myself to wake up. It took me several attempts to really wake up. I feel that if this was a 10hr things and not a dream that I can stop it would be so tiring to control the negative manifestations -- I am sure I will be able to -- but it is just such a pain...

There is no need to hide behind words regarding your actions.

As i understand it, you smoked DMT. And some peculiar dreams have manifested. This is normal, and is rather common when one first starts ingesting this enigmatic molecule. Having a full blown breakthrough in your sleep is also a possibility.

Perhaps read up dream lucidity and how to control it, if it continues to bother you.

What do you think would happen if you just let the dream unfold?

I have no idea what would happen if I let the dream unfold. This stuff did not have a rational sequence or any meaning to me.

What happened is that I was attempting to bring up specific individuals into the dream, but they manifested in 'low quality' -- didn't look the part. When you control a dream and force it to generate stuff often it's like trying to hold something in your imagination -- it is hard to get a clear picture. It's not like a self generating dream where you can have "4K" breathtaking scenes generating. Not by miles. Sometimes the person is invisible and I just feel them.

Then the non enjoyable aspect was that some of them their faces started becoming distorted and they became negative.

What would happen if I let it roll, in your experience?

We are all a part of the dreaming. The dreaming is happening all the time. We dream and we create. We dream together and we create together. Dreams cannot be controlled. Dreams can be observed and your reactions to what is presented creates more of your dream. Dreaming within the dream is why I feel many of us suffer on this planet. We don't dream consciously any longer I feel.

I often have odd dreams after DMT usage. The two are closely related and they are also closely related to waking life. It can be difficult to find similarities sometimes. The dreams we have are impossible, fantastic or perhaps difficult and filled with fears. I feel like if you are having a hard time in your dreams or hyperspace it is immediately translatable to your waking life if you know how to look and apply it. Creating consciously through observation and understanding. Allowing your dreams and alter states of consciousness to play a part in the life you create.

This is all sort of a philosophy I suppose. I am trying to lay it out simply as I could yammer on about dreams and the like for a while me thinks. My point is this. I feel creation is a two way street, in that, You can dream something into your reality and your reality can find it's way into your dreams. I feel like since I really understood this philosophy that my dreams became more productive and positive as did my trips to hyperspace as did my life.

Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream.

I think of dreams as the brain in self-reflecting mode- largely reacting to and processing internal rather than external stimulus. Now if you've had a powerful experience that day (and no doubt a DMT trip could certainly rank well up there on that scale) it could certainly give the old noggin more than usual to process.

My personal advice - let the dream play out. Nightmares can be useful, regardless of whether they make immediate logical sense to your conscious mind.

DMT is very likely to dredge up unresolved conflict and potentially negative emotional anchors - if this is something you're not willing to deal with, then maybe you need to reconsider your use.

On a side note, there's an interesting way to hand creation off from your conscious to your sub-conscious during a lucid dream. Example: Imagine a cupboard. Visualise it and it should appear. Now imagine it contains an item- say a sword for example. Now don't visualise the sword, just imagine that there is one inside the cupboard. Open cupboard, remove sword. The cupboard as a creation of your conscious mind will disappear as soon as you stop maintaining the effort of envisioning it. The sword will persist with no conscious effort. I tried this and it worked for me.