ok guys so still new to the dmt world...let me explain what happened today. So today going into it closed my eyes right off the bat....now I started to see those absolute beautiful patterns now in the past at lower doses the geometric patterns is all I see but like watching a movie almost just observing...as I increased dose those patterns were there in the background but a entity was in the forground he was also made out of these geometric patterns but it was almost like he could control them to show me his form....if you read my last post I talked about how he was playing a flute like instrument but I was still just observing. Now today those patterns didn't turn into a entity's form so I thought I wasn't going to go as far but all of a sudden I wasn't just watching I WAS there! not only were these patterns moving and going in all beautiful directions but it was like I had eyes all around my head I could see what was in front of me on the sides and behind I could see everything (but my body). Then I felt the presence of a entity although I couldnt see it. the sense of self was next to go not completely but really damn close I felt as I melted into these patterns as I was part of the energy that was creating them. It was absolutely the most amazing feeling of love and unity with this world..deffinitly the farthest I have I have went with this. well as I said everything was great super peacefull loving feeling through and through. as I started to come down everything happened in reverse first I started to gain that sense of self then I couldnt see behind me anymore it was like I was watching a movie again still very nice tho...but then I hear BANG in the background (the real life stuff) now I realise what it was my mother had just come home and slammed the door. at the time it startled me so I didn't think about it but my reaction was to open my eyes. the second I opened my eyes I was FLOODED with confusion and terror it was like my brain just couldnt comprehend both reality's at the same time and let me tell you it was absolutely terrifying!!! even noticing this and right away I shut my eyes again it helped but not much. I really think I was kinda catapulted back to our reality way to quick and felt like my whole being was ripped into a thousand pieces and it slowly went away until I was normal and although it was terifing at the moment cause well I have the feeling I was ripped back to quick but at the time it was just utter confusion I couldnt make sense of up down or ANYTHING! I am ok now it just taught me to respect this even more than I already did. So this trip was amazingly powerfull on both ends yes at the end it was scary and confusing but the feeling of seeiing and being somewhere so beautiful and feeling a beautiful presence there with me was unlike anything else I have experienced...obviously I would to skip the scary ending next time tho. I am wondering if this is common that opening your eyes and realizing there is another world here (that I had forgotten aboput during the trip) is just to much to comprehend? has this sorta thing happened to anyone maybe putting something over your eyes using a blindfold would be recamended? really just curious if this happends normally on your way back to our reality or if it was a 1 time thing maybe because my mother slamming the front door was so such a surprise maybe that's what did it? I don't know just want to hear peoples thoughts so maybe next time I wont have to experience this confusion and fear.

When you are deep into the experience you cant really control your eyes. So opening your eyes almost always mean you are coming down.

The bang in your door broke your "setting". It can be that or your cellphone ringing. Etc. It can put some stress into that moment

As for the strangeness of the experience, definitely just par for the course.

Thank you....yes i agree when i opened my eyes it was DEFFINITLY the come down. during the peak i wouldnt of been able to even understand that i had eyes let alone actually controll them....as stated in the moment it was like i had eyes all around my head seeing infront and behind of course this is how i can explain it at the time i wouldnt have even related eye's to vision so yeh deffinitly happened on the way down.

and yeh i know these things happen with other things some of the cunfusing or scary parts of the trip were some of the most valuble trips. but usualy that just happens this felt very much like i was the one that initiated these feelings and obviously you would rather not be the thing thats starts these feelings...if they come they come just go with it but at the same time you would rather not start it on your own.