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Ayahuasca is THE medicine!
It took me a one year to get into brewing, while the materials were sitting in the drawer.
Though last week I got drawn into it, I started with 5days long dieta, consisting only eating "tasteless" food, staying in solitude and abstaining from sexual activity. All this was done to make me more sensitive to healing, "transparent", as mentioned somewhere else. While those 5days were rolling, I found myself deeply in an altered state. In other words, I noticed things that I couldnt notice before, due the state of my body energy... I found out, that my body was in constant state of stimulation due to the salt in the food, and energetic "pitholes" in the environment (talking of going to the city, and whats there...).

It was suprising how the Ayahuasca opened up communication, and taught me things that I couldnt know otherwise. On the day of the brewing I was weak to the core. I barely could stand still. The whole experience started while I started brewing (or by the start of the dieta...).
I used 70g of B. Muricata (red Caapi) and 3.5g of M. Hostilis. It was pain in the core, heavenly heavy work load to sit by the stove for whole day. Interesting was when the brew told me at 7h50min (as it is supposed to brew it for 9hours+) mark to stop the brewing, that it is done. More of that later...

By the middle of the night I was done reducing. I took a shower and downed the cup with few gulps. Interesting taste, not bad at all, I have tasted something more worse than this... I turned all the lights off and went sitting to my sofa, eyes closed.

First set of effects appeared 5minutes after drinking. That there is something in my stomach, and literally, it does have a life of its own. For some time, like 30minutes or so, I had this feeling of dying, and it was very interesting... It wasnt pain or anything similar, just a feeling of dying. I remembered that life comes with death and vice-versa, so I figured that this is the feeling of living. So it can be said that our everyday feeling is afterall, a feeling of dying...

While this was figured out, I had to let go of everything I grasped. And while I let loose of everything, purge came along, ripping bad parts away. This left an open wound, where Ayahuasca focused its healing. It was, as the great obstacle in the path of healing has been cleared.

Next thing I noticed was the vision of an alligator/crocodile, bejeweled skin and eyes. It was also at this point where I saw that I was not alone in my conciousness. I had Ayahuasca within my body, and it was chatting with me, sitting in the highest point in my body, while at the same time was performing a surgery...

I could ask questions and speak, sing and give thanks. Ayahuasca told me that the harmony is the thing to thrive on. By the harmony comes the balance. Also She told me that She saved me from a disaster by ending the brewing at 7h50min...

At some point I was lost in a sense of time and space... Flowing imagery, overlaid with colors familiar from the DMT was coming and going in perfection. Spirits were also present, they stopped by and waved and/or smiled and passed. Others were like insects, bugs and all of those things from the jungle, others were capable of human communication, and they were playing tricks on me...

Then there was a vision of black eyed Donald Trump, and hes black eyed fellows... I understood then, that this guy is the kind of guy to blow the planet in pieces. This was followed by the vision of Vladimir Putin, who was constantly worried with Mr. Trump, who really didnt know all the way, that he is the president of the United States.

Then there was the situation about Finnish people and Russian people. Matter of how Finnish folks thinks that they beat the Russia, in a war, that the thing that the country was not invaded in 1945 was their own doing. Thing that they pound their chests to their neighbours. We, Finnish people, have much to learn from Russian people. It is just constant worry of Russia, that the Finland leans so much to the USA...

Atrocities performed in the Cold war by the Soviet leaders made the people to think. It is therefore in the people, that it is better to not-war than to war.

And all this, was shown by the Ayahuasca. Lost in the dream, guided by the Vine.

All these visions, timeless and spaceless state, lasted until Ayahuasca told me suddenly, that She has to go. And in the matter of seconds dream faded, left me to think about, that this is the therapy that was in order for how many years? Being of mine was transformed, from black to white, in contrast.

Next day I woke up slowly... Still reassembling my being... I felt that I had this open wound from purging, and understood how important, in sake of healing, it is to continue the dieta to allow the trauma to recover...

Now, 2days later, Im a new person. Life is good, and vitality is utmostly important.

Ayahuasca, is THE medicine. Thank you Ayahuasca, thank you.