I always used to leave my eyes open during my trips, and only just recently had an experience like yours—only with eyes closed!
It is quite beautiful, isn't it? Like the world comes to life. Rivers flowing through stone and swirly patterns everywhere... If you feel up to it, try taking a large dose (35-50mg all at once with an MAOI) in a very dim room or at either end of the day. Your mind will be blown once more!
I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want a clever signature.