EDIT:: Thank you for such a warm welcome! Blessings


Hello all,

SWIM has recently discovered DMT.
During the first few experiences, they have had strong hallucinations, whilst enjoyable, this was overshadowed by a challenge or "battle"

As with a lot of other hallucinogens they have experienced, they have described this battle as being " a challenge to obtain a new state of being, a plateau, or even becoming 'super sayain' " if that helps you too understand.

Now concerning DMT particularly, this is what SWIM has asked me to put to you, the community.

When they are having this battle (strong hallucinations at this point, but few closed-eye visuals other than a few streak of colour) they describe the situation as so. they feel that they are about to lose their soul or their "last breath".
This manifests as a physical feeling in the throat and lungs, but also as a spiritual feeling. Upon reaching the point of "letting go" of this, they describe that the world around them because remarkably clear and beautiful, but a bit empty and sad.
They change from the very introspective point of view of their daily life to that of one without knowledge of the self. They become very spatially aware and aware of there own body. it is a peaceful feeling but they feel like their ancestors are angry at them or warning them not to "go over the hill" and can hear this in their mind (SWIM is a spiritual person).

SWIM would like to know if anyone else experienced this. They would love to let the "last breath" go to experience the world in this beautiful way, but fears for their immortal soul and worries it might never return if lost.

I sincerely thank anyone who would give their time to reply and offer some wisdom or assistance.

Thank you
Blessings