I thought I would journal the effects at each dosage level. I'm sure this has been done before but I'm curious how much my experience resonates with the rest of you. Each experience is always different so I'm trying to be general and include only what is constant at each level. I'll edit the post and add 18-22 mg, 23-26 mg, and 27-32 mg when I have time. I know the dosages are weird but that's how it seems to work for me. All doses are through a clean GVG in 1-2 hits.
12-17mg effects: A soft warm buzz begins to permeate through the body and mind. You have the sudden urge to “shut up” and watch. Hearing becomes hyperacute for a moment and you may notice a humming or buzzing. The black static behind closed eyelids quickly takes on a pixelated geometric pattern. The pattern becomes more intricate and may form a spinning wheel or any number of other shapes. Time seems to lose meaning—you are here, and this is how it is now. The inner voice is quiet and most of your attention feels focused into a meditative trance. It is important to surrender even at this dosage as the experience is gentle but extremely firm. The molecules firm grip can feel quite off-putting if you’re not ready for it. The experience then tapers off and ends as quickly as it started.
18-22 mg: The visuals start to gain complexity now. With eyes closed the patterns form shapes that multiply across your field of vision. You may see hundreds of faces folding in on themselves, people talking through monitors, endless mirrors etc. The visions feel like they are being projected onto your field of vision like a television screen or you may just find yourself in an empty abyss. This level is extremely variable for me and is my least favorite.
23-27 mg: Qualitatively different from the other experiences. You find yourself "there" with "them". The transition was subtle and you're not sure when or how you got there, but there you are-in the studio/lounge/control room of the hyperspace dimension. They give you a sensual cosmic wink, "Yup, this is it. You're here. This is happening. What do you think of this? Take a look at that. Impressive huh?...". The atmosphere is a mix of technical sophistication and sensual warmth. An entity lounges on a red velvet cushion ensconced in a glossy translucent bubble etched with complex symbols. She smiles at you. A male entity to your left gestures towards an artifact on a table. A thousand shiny layers revolve in every direction. Sure it's interesting... but what is it? Everything you see is beyond belief, but it's sitting there, directly in front of you. The brevity of what you've discovered is awe-inducing but the feeling is subdued by this nostalgic familiarity. There is sense to this nonsense but you can't quite put your finger on it. Welcome to hyperspace.
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I did that one day, everything from 5 to 25 mg (my breakthrough dose) in 5 mg increments. 15 and 20 mg, I felt like I had a choice where I could cross over, somewhat mildly, or come back at will. And at those dosages sometimes the visions on the other side were more droopy or muddy. I think it's a great experience. 10 mg was like, eh.
I actually thought 5 mg was most interesting because it "perked up" the world, but was so mild that you couldn't tell when it faded away. I feel like a few of those as needed in a day might be great for someone with depression, but has anxiety about breaking through.
I never get any audio or buzz with mine.
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