Hey Sbyeliab,
Quote:I'm proud of this. There's really no one in my life I feel like I can trust to tell this to, so I wanted to share it here.
Getting to this point has been a long process. working up the nerve to buy naphtha, figuring out how to get lye, reading and researching enough to feel safe and (somewhat) confident in actually attempting an extraction, overcoming paranoia and fear... all took, for me, a lot of time and a lot of courage.
I used bold text for the most important thing that you've said. (I also removed one tid-bit that you are not supposed to say - and I suggest editing the original post to remove that as well.)
BUT, the important part - yes, you screwed up on the first one... know what? 95% of us screw up the first extraction. It's the most important, because many people let one bad extraction break their spirit. You didn't. You're ok, and you learned some lessons. If you continue to extract, I can promise you that you'll come upon complications. Learning to troubleshoot is a valuable skill. If you can't troubleshoot, then you'll likely repeat the failed methods. Will you ever do an extraction without gloves or goggles? I doubt it. Heck, I'd be willing to bet you'll be ordering a lab coat, next! Learning from our mistakes prevents us fools from doing it over and over again.
(Seriously though, lab coats are very useful. If you get a spill on your coat, it can easily be shed before RUNNING to the shower. In the event of a spill or explosion - don't worry about the counter, don't worry about the floor, don't worry about the cabinets..... the immediate concern is removing the spill from your body. After that, then isolate and neutralize the spill.)
Funny (not really) story.... once upon a time, a young and reckless ACY was growing mushrooms. That version of ACY was a fool, and was pressure cooking some grain jars in shorts, no shoes, and no shirt... so i was talking to my wife, turned away from the pressure cooker and stepped back.... ***SIZZLE**** "Yyyyaaaaaaaaoooooooowwwwwwhhhhhhhhh!" I jumped about 3 feet in the air. My wife saw it happen and told me to turn around to check.... nice 8 cm long burn/blister form the rim of the pressure cooker. DOH! You better believe that I never attempted pressure cooking again without a shirt. Lol.
The underlined text, from your quote is the next most important thing. This one is often complicated and difficult to overcome. Continue to take your time and build your courage.
Some other folks have offered some more critical advice. Don't disregard it - they truly do care about your well-being. From my understanding, many of their concerns are in relation to things that were not discussed, or discussed thoroughly, in the tek that you followed.
I'll tell you a little secret, but you have to promise to keep it between you and I, ok? Ok. So, the secret is: most all teks are based on the same concept - lysing cells, getting DMT out of the cells, converting to freebase by manipulation of the pH, and then pulling with an appropriate solvent. Shhhhh! Don't tell the others! Hehehe jk jk jk.
The method of which you go about doing this process can vary from procedure to procedure. Some people don't have access to sodium hydroxide or solvents like naphtha, so there are alternative methods to produce the same results.
You mentioned the volume of your extraction vessel being too small for your total volume of liquid. I recommend still using a sodium hydroxide solution. Adding sodium hydroxide directly to the extraction is ASKING for trouble. Especially if you've used and acid during the boils. Granulated NaOH + acid = volcano effect. It's easier to reduce the tea a little longer than clean up a volcano'd extraction.
I know you said "No Thank you about the wife advice..." but I was once in your shoes. Give them time and allow room for growth from both of you. Even though you didn't want it, you got it. I don't think one sentence of advice was too bad, was it?
It's often difficult for a significant other to understand our reasons. Due to this, I did not frewuently discuss my DMT experiences with my wife. It was complicated, because I did tell her about the experiences in the beginning. She began to think I was developing an unhealthy delusional view about reality. Maybe I was? None the less, we decided that a "don't ask, don't tell" policy was best for my DMT usage. In time, she warned up to the idea - and now she'll even say, "you've been in a weird mood the past few days.... maybe you should take some DMT or eat some mushrooms..." LOL.
Either way, I'm proud of you for being proud of yourself and overcoming the fear and paranoia.
Best advice? Keep learnin'. Make some (safer) mistakes. Learn from them. Then you will develop a method that works best for your conditions. Keep researchin'. That reduces the danger of the mistakes.
Take Care,
ACY
Sometimes it's good for a change. Other times it isn't.