scaredofthedark,
Welcome to the Nexus. Thank you for that well written, well thought out and well edited introduction. I enjoyed reading it.
You sound like a great addition to our family and I look forward to seeing you around, your posts, etc.
I think it was smart to start with low doses of DMT. And I agree they are very much like higher doses of mushrooms or even in some ways LSD.
Again, welcome and looking forward to your presence here,

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