As a side note to your attempts... Took me 4 goes before I felt anything much and 5 before I broke through.. A few times since when vaping more than twice in a night I seem to have been "locked out", even though I waited at least an hour each time and used the same measured dose (35mg on a 0.001 capable scale).
Don't give up just yet, it really can be finicky to get that magic touch but when you do you know the difference. And DMT is a strange mistress, she often refuses to dance or teach anything much at all (or maybe so much the brain just shuts down, or time-locks, or need to integrate previous experience).
I guess I am saying it's not guaranteed every time and each time can be quite different.
Gotta say not sure what your on about with the name thing, who could take offense to "Automator", least it aint your real suffix hehehe
Last quick thing, it is good that you feel the need to check yourself and apologize for any potential misalignment of thinking towards other but again no need. Seems to be a hardy bunch here, there has been issues in the past with script kiddie morons and the like, I think this has made some of the core group naturally wary of newcomers (and new members). Having read some of the crap some of the trolls were coming up with I can see why.
What kind of imbecile would attack a place like this.
Keep on trying and best of luck, skill and will be yours