Greetings from Cyb y'all!

I have been visiting nexus forum for some time now to ingest some knowledge, familiarize with other people insane(wonderful) experiences/discussions. I know.. another stalker.. It is really nice community in here, full of individuals who spread some love, passion, anger.. you name it. Anyway.. back on topic. I'll give short introduction of my self before I share my experience.

Intro:

I am student, soon going to be in my 30ties, I don't use any substances/drugs, nor do I have any psychedelic experience. Religion - no, no.. even thou I was raised in Christian family. I feel myself as open minded, quite active, I do meditation from time to time.

I am interested in psychedelic experiences nearly a year now. The main influence was due to eager to develop my self not only in physical realm. I did research before I used DMT, watch documentaries, followed some Gurus(my favourite was Patricio Dominguez, the way he explained.. superb!).

My launch:

The day I received my substance I was exited, although I knew from other people trips that emotions plays a key part in a take-offs, so I reduced my emotions to minimum. On the evening I prepared my environment for a ritual, spend 30 minutes to reduce anxiety with meditation,I set my best collection of hard-bass techno music and was ready to blast off.

I inhaled around 45-50mg of white/yellowish substance in one go... And it begun..
The feeling when you exhale after 20 seconds of holding was astonishing. I felt falling backwards in the soft clouds; at the same time I heard sound of thousands of pieces of glass braking. I thought to my self "Ok, just keep calm, you always wanted this" and soon after I was introduced with spinning circle of red and yellow triangles with colours brightness like from 16k tv.. At one second I thought that I'm in some kind of super sonic Nintendo DS game.. And from here BOOM!!! ..nothing..singularity.. can't remember anything... And then.. real sh!t started boiling..

It was in a strange feeling that I never had before, I was bombarded with all soft of information: past, present, future.. questions I want to ask and I don't. I was looking for emotions to express my self but I couldn't, such emotions didn't exist. I thought to myself "Why such doors exist..? The doors which can be opened, but couldn't be close. If I knew where it leads to; I would think twice". But I was already in the other side and I couldn't change anything.. I was standing alongside doors in the middle of no where, everything around was black; like in space, but without the stars. And then BOOM!!! again.. singularity...

I couldn't recall how long I was off (had no sense of time), but first thing I remember that I came back to very similar place where I left before my first blackout. A place with spinning circle of red and yellow triangles but this time I felt entity presence. It was before me and I felt that my own freewill was gone. Entity had full control over me. I was placed in some kind of vacuum where I could hear only water bubbles coming up every couple seconds.. Then I noticed that every time I breath air through nose I inhale some kind of plastic at the same time (like harribo gummy bears, just taste was awful). When I tied to say something same plastic was falling from my mouth(trust me, it was scary ).
I though to my self "That's fucking it. I shouldn't play with the matches.. I stuck here forever" and let me tell ya.. this one was not like from stories about machine trickster elves.. I felt that whatever this thing was it had no emotions, had dominance, control and aggressive intentions. At that moment I understood that Entity had to do something with the human race (It was feeling; I cannot describe why I felt that ).
Then at the most hopeless and powerless moment I appeared in the different place, a place which I knew in world. I've seen the animals running in the fields, bugs on leaves, nature.. and then I Smiled.. I felt relieved At exact same moment when I smiled I came back to the same place with the entity. Although this time I was no longer in the control. The entity became angry straight away. I felt profound emotions to the entity, but none of them where negative. I smiled again and showed Victory sign and that was enough to scare entity away....and that was my trip.

Thanks for reading,
Much love

(btw I was joking about music )