I have read a lot of studies apparently proving ADHD doesn't really exist. Which is odd.
Sure it does, though it may not be easily diagnosed by structural or chemical differences. My oldest friend is diagnosed with ADHD and PTSD and the cocktail of the two was sometimes emotionally overwhelming to him. I remember distinctly that amounts of caffeine helped him concentrate more and he hated his prescription medication. I cannot say that caffeine is a good option considering its powerful addictive potential.
If cannabis helps, smoke or vape away.
I remember a fantastic story about a young girl who was in trouble in school back in the 30's, before ADHD had been given a name. The principal called in her parents, telling her their daughter had a learning disability because she was inattentive and fidgety in class.
Flash forward to the doctor's office and a fidgety young girl sitting on her hands, trying so hard to be patient and still. The doctor took this young girl's mother out of the room to "speak with her privately", and he turned on the radio on the way out. Once outside the room, the doctor only peered back in the window. The young girl, in seconds, was up and dancing about to the music on the radio. The doctor said
"Your daughter isn't ill, she's a dancer. Send her to a dance school."
That little girl's name is Gillian Lynne and she's now a world-renowned choreographer and a multi-millionaire. This is a true story. It also serves to prove how the education system would rather have her gift stifled...
If you read that, I guess my point is do what you love and don't give it up. From my third-person understanding of attention "disorders" the best, low-addiction, healthy, even fulfilling way to handle it is to use it as a strength, if you will. My aforementioned friend is probably the most excellent fisherman I know, having a vast ever-expanding knowledge of aquatic life. He's now riding a scholarship through school, studying aquatic biology, with hopes to enter a variety of fields stemming from his studies, even law. Hope this at least made you smile. Best wishes!
“Through psychedelics we are learning that God is not an idea, God is a lost continent in the human mind.”
-Terence McKenna