In February 1993, I began blinking excessively and uncontrollably. As it became worse, I went to a number of eye doctors. They all agreed that my vision was not impaired and thought the problem was dry eye and prescribed drops. They did not help. The others thought the cause was allergies, but it was not that either.
My Focal Eyelid Dystonia Symptoms Intensify
When I coached my sons' basketball games, I not only would miss half of the games caused by the blinking; I would wear a baseball cap and sunglasses to hide my eyes. When at a restaurant, my sons, sitting opposite me, would turn away to avoid looking at my eyes twitching. They joked about it, not realizing the discomfort and embarrassment I felt. My wife had to do the weekend driving since I could not. The eye twitching always seemed to intensify when I was in a moving vehicle. It did not matter if I was driving or was a passenger. My 90 mile daily round trip to work became a nightmare. Thankfully, I was able to avoid having any accidents.
Two Years and Not a Solution
Two years later, I was quite concerned and upset. By this time my quality of life had become worse. Being a corporate controller, I felt my future and familys financial security were threatened.
In June, 1995, I found a local doctor who diagnosed my symptoms as a rare neurological disorder called focal eyelid dystonia or blepharospasm. It is the result of faulty brain signals sent to the optic muscles, forcing them to contract, hence the twitching. With the cause being unknown, there was no hope of relief. (I would later find relief by accident). It is not life- threatening but could be debilitating. In the worst cases, the sufferer would be considered legally blind even though their vision may be 20-20.
Injecting Botox Resulted in Some Relief
A neurologist told me that the preferred treatment was injectiing small doses of Botox (Botulinum toxin) into the eyelids. This would later become popular to get rid of wrinkles. I had it done, but a short time later I noticed my eyes looked different. I then also noticed the side of my face and smile were affected by the botox. After the second round of injections, six weeks later, I decided to stop.
A Healthy Solution Seemed Hopeful
Several weeks later, I learned of a natural and organic whole food. This whole food has been available for the last 30 years. I decided to try it.
When I would back out of my driveway to go to work, the spasms would begin. They would not stop until the car was parked. Six weeks after taking this natural health food, my wife made me realize that I had not had any spasms all week. I said, "Could it be that the focal eyelid dystonia is caused from a nutritional deficiency?"
The Quest to Prove That I Had Found an Alternative Solution That Really Worked
I spent the next twelve years trying to convince the medical community that I had discovered something remarkable. No one would listen.
Sometime later I was offered a double-blind study at the Wilmer Eye Opthomological Institute of the Johns Hopkins School of Medicine in Baltimore, Maryland. I was overwhelmed and flattered. Six years later the results of the study, where I was mentioned twice, was published. The article appeared in The Journal of Ophthalmology, July, 2004 Issue Volume 138; Issue 1 pages 18 32.
It was stated to me that The food is safe and I expect it to help many more people. I would recommend it for all who wish to try it for several months.
The results noted that the food was safe, helped some, with no side effects. Am very thankful to have overcome my dystonia and am able to encourage others.
Steve Zarren
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Good thread! Im glad the OPs twitchy eyelid has settled; its really not that uncommon for it to appear for no clear reason then spontaneously disappear. In some people it can be progressive and spread to involve other parts of the face and neck and in these individuals there does appear to be a genetic basis for a group of conditions known as the cranio-cervical dystonias, of which essential blepharospasm is one.Botox can help here but the body can eventually develop antibodies to botox which reduces its effect.For the really severe cases it seems that deep brain stimulation can be of benefit-but this is not a treatment modality to take lightly. Heres a fine article about these dystonias: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih....pmc/articles/PMC2743078/I am paranoid of my brain. It thinks all the time, even when I'm asleep. My thoughts assail me. Murderous lechers they are. Thought is the assassin of thought. Like a man stabbing himself with one hand while the other hand tries to stop the blade. Like an explosion that destroys the detonator. I am paranoid of my brain. It makes me unsettled and ill at ease. Makes me chase my tail, freezes my eyes and shuts me down. Watches me. Eats my head. It destroys me.
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Sadly it went away for only that day... and indeed it is spreading down and to the left. It is no longer just a twitch of the eyelid, but a twitch of the cheek sometimes, or rathing like a pulsing under the skin. Never both at the same time however, it's either the eyelid that flutters or the cheek. I have an appointment with a neurologist in January. Hopefully I will get some answers, but as stated above it sounds like it may not be so simple as it is spreading. I probably will pass on the botox if it is offered unless it starts interfering with my vision/daily life. I have never had a health issue like this before and it has caused me some psychological harm in the last month, but I've gotten used to it and accepted the fact that it's there and there is nothing I can do about it. I am saddened that the few people who know of my interest in this may now attribute the ailment to spice, but I know that is not the case. I've been so hesitant to journey lately because of it. I still have not had a breakthrough, and with this ailment I do not feel comfortable attempting. Some small part of me wants to go for the gusto and see what happens, but my problem is I don't want the experience to go south because I'm thinking of my possibly damaged brain and expiring. Thanks for your stories and advice though guys, really helps! Much love He who knows nothing retains the capacity to know everything
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Hi zeroflight. Did your eyelid twitch stop in the end? Going through it myself for the last 10 days. Thanks
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I have had eye twitching on spice journeys before. The most lasting effect was a change in eye sight after a breakthrough.
I honestly do not mind it but at night time lights are extremely bright and vivid to the point that night time perception is a bit more difficult/beautiful to navigate. Been that way for more than a month after fifty mg breakthrough. Not to mention sleep is a bit of a different experience after it as well.
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Something similar happened to me some time over a year ago. Whenever I would shut my eyes they would be sort of wiggling and my eyelids would be twitching especially my left eye and when they were open the left eye continued to occasionally twitch.. I took a modest dose of two tabs of lsd and shut my eyes, I felt every single layer and detail and molecule in my eye lids and they repaired themselves.. I've never had the problem since and I thank lsd for it.. it's truly magic  Learn. Manifest. Integrate. Grow.
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