While I'm a huge proponent and advocate for DMT, I'm still sorry that that happened to you. That's not the best context for one's first time entering hyperspace.
It does sound very much like a DMT experience to me as well, and I also don't condone the behaviors and actions of the individual that offered it to you.
I'm also curious as to how you presently feel.
Welcome to the forums. You have support here.
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What if the "truth" is: the "truth" is indescernible/unknowable/nonexistent? Then the closest we get is through being true to and with ourselves.
Know thyself, nothing in excess, certainty brings insanity- Delphic Maxims
DMT always has something new to show you

Question everything... including questioning everything... There's so much I could be wrong about and have no idea...
All posts and supposed experiences are from an imaginary interdimensional being. This being has the proclivity and compulsion for delving in depths it shouldn't. Posts should be taken with a grain of salt. 👽