Hi all,

this will be reports on people I'm working with as with myself too.

Arun: 21 years old, male, smokes weed all the time, his father died from alcohol 2years ago, he is starting tattooing business.
Purpose of pharma is to stop smoking that much and to get mind clarity.

Yesterday was the first night, my plan was to only give him harmala 250mg and see how it goes, but I found some left over dmt, probably 20mg or some so I gave it to him.

Arun didn't behave like all other friends I give to, he got te be energized, his face became expressive, and he even felt like dancing.

All the rime he vas talkative and in the up mood, repeating that nothing can happen because of weed..., by the our passed by he decided to leave, and left. ( I know, I know but he vas so persistent, and I was so confused as what happened that I thought nothing happened, in the past I had a woman who needed astronomical amounts, her trip was short, and after trip she was totally normal, so reflecting on that I assumed... )

He went home, and after two hours told me that he was looking at his phone, slowly blinking 1 hour, and felt sedness when it was over.

He came back to me the same night and asked for weed because he feels very awake.

COMMENT
Arun has depression, grief for his father, and family problem with money and new business. Taking harmala somehow took depression off and he acted as he did a line of coke. Not sure how to interpret this. After all he feels better and more energetic.

My mistake obvious, so 1:30 min before calling it a day, especially the first time.

He should be getting next pharma it will be 250/50 aiming at flood dose.

Thanks for sharing your notes!

Are you using any specific therapeutic interventions in combination with the pharmacotherapy?