hello DMT-Nexus
i am a new member trying to set my roots in around here so i thought i would do the typical introduction thing.

i am a long time user of many drugs but went on a big break about 7 years ago due to life commitments etc. somewhere around 1+ years ago i decided it was enough and i could continue with my fascination and curiosity that had dominatd my life before, but this time i was going to do it right. i started straight back into the only thing i knew, which was uncontrolled quantities and a lack of care, but i started to have more respect for the substances i was using. since this lockdown i have had time to really reflect and understand things that were too complicated to understand while my life was non-stop. the result is a new me, a me that wants to grow his own sources and be solely responsible for his own path. which brings me here..

i have signed up for a few similar forums recently and taken it upon myself to learn to look after myself, rather than buying unknown substances from people i dont truly trust.
the results have been great. so far i have started to connect with nature in a special way that i did not know could exist, which has payed back ten fold!
it all started when i startd growing my own vegetables. i gained a relationship with them that was unexplainable. within two weeks i was growing some of my own medicines and quickly learning about the rest.
i plan to be completely self sufficient and i want to learn about all the things that i skipped past while blindly doing as much fun stuff as possible when i was young.

my experiences over the last few decades have been extremely valuable, but now i am ready to truly understand it in its rawest form. i am hoping to find guidence here and hopefully at some point in the future, pass that guidance forward.

anyway, thats my basic story. i look forward to meeting you all in the forums! <3

Welcome to the Nexus!

Just out of curiosity, what kind of vegetables have you been growing? I've been wanting to grow something for a while now, but choosing the plant is difficult... I've considered datura (for the wacky dreams, mostly), peyote, salvia, etc. Ideally it would be relatively small and not reek like a skunk in heat but also be psychotropic without needing a ton of it.

hi takanuva1999
i meant literal vegetables, like potatoes, tomatoes, etc
but i do also grow peyote, san pedro and bolivian torch as far as alkaloids go.
peyote is very small, but has very little mescaline content so not really recommended for recreational use, i just grow it for the love of it.
bolivian torch is the best out of those as far as alkaloids go, but its not small and you would probably want a few if you intend to use it for the trip. for me, in an ideal world, i would have maybe 10 growing at the same time, all 60-100cm tall (to harvest 30-40cm when they hit around 100cm).

im not that far yet though. i recently started to grow them, along side other cacti with no alkaloid content, mostly just for the fun of doing it, but no doubt at some point in my future i will reap the benefits of my love for them