Thanks for the responses guys, I am definitely working toward maintaining a healthier lifestyle by working up diet and exercise routines, as well as taking some helpful vitamins to revert some of the hits my brain surely took during my heaviest club days.

I definitely would have looked at it as missing out before but I've recently started abandoning that view thankfully, especially after my last trip which brought a much-needed ego death following a period of increasing anxiety attacks from doing basically everything way too much. I'd have to say that I'm thus far successfully integrating what I got out of it more than any other I've had, and I'm very much looking forward to revisiting the feelings in that last hawaiian baby woodrose trip, which for once I can say I'm very excited for no matter how intense (or not) it is.
Hehe, sadly reading books is probably not something I would have thought of myself.

That's a good suggestion though, thanks! I actually haven't since early high school, so you hit the nail right on the head. I do have some that friends have suggested to me that I've been putting off.... I have been practicing meditating by myself as much as I can too, my head is usually rushing with thoughts nonstop but I've been getting somewhere with it lately finally and I'm starting to feel much more calm and collected, it really is helpful.
EDIT: I should probably note that I will likely still try Salvia from time to time, mainly because it's legal and it's on its way to becoming illegal where I live.

But that's not really something that panders to an addictive personality anyway, and I know people say they consider it a psychedelic but I definitely don't, not anymore than I would DXM, Datura, or the JWH family.