fractal enchantment wrote:^sounds in a way like you might be underdosing it. If you are merging with your couch and that is it you either have not had enough to fully break through to the other side or you are not taking it in silent darkness..salvia is a dissociative..and in that state your mind will attempt to reassociate with other distractions in the environment. You want darkenss and silence and to be laying in bed or on some pillows etc..you want to forget this reality not reassociate with it.
The salvia gravity is what pulls you through to the other side..if you are just getting the gravity but not ending up on the other side you need to take more or just prepare the environment better.
Interesting.. altough the gravity has so far always been present in my 3 or 4 experiences with Sally, I never did go to the other side. Here I must admit that I've never tried it in silent darkness - the first time was with a sitter, the lights were on and some music was playing.. I forgot how to speak, and the lower pitched notes in the background music were pulling me in, very surreal stuff lol.
The other 1 or 2 trips I don't even remember very well, more of the same.. salvia gravity and merging.. now that I'm writing this some stuff is coming to memory.. just remembered that the visual field always seems somewhat fractalized and pulsating.. and there was a vision of sorts in one of the experiences, a deserted bus stop in the middle of nowhere, wind blowing..
The last time was last year, was by my own, some music on and minimal lights. It was a higher dose than usual (eyeballed x60). After the 2nd inhalation and the classic gravity feeling, I laid down.
The music became unintelligible, just random annoying noise. I tried to reach the laptop to turn it off, but at this point coordinating to do that was impossible. I was merging auditorially with the noise and with the couch. I remember feeling stuck between 2 planes, in a diagonal.. also felt this presence in the room, I sensed it as something evil, and at the same time in my head the thought "you should not be here" was looping.
I remember I was experimenting with alcohol (which I very, very rarely drink) before Salvia (that is, getting buzzed on alcohol and then smoking Salvia), and had some negative preconceptions about this combination, but for science's sake gave it a try anyway. Of course I can't say whether the "Salvia spirit" was annoyed at the alcohol, or my own negative mindset/assumptions about it caused the experience. In any case, that and the fact that I could never quite learn anything from Sally made me lose interest in it.
Frankly I'm a bit scared to give that plant a go in silent darkness lol.
This is the time to really find out who you are and enjoy every moment you have. Take advantage of it.