Its a wonderful thing to be here and to be what I want to be.
Its also a wonderful thing to know that I have much more work to do on "who I want to be".
The challenge is a privilege and a pleasure to me, even if I have suffered and will continue to suffer through much of it.
In the end psychological suffering and spiritual suffering is really just a form of a "work out", like stressing your body to make it stronger, or stressing a plant to help it grow!