Start by being true to yourself. Being yourself 100%. Be kind and compassionate everywhere you go. Sooner or later someone will take notice and the world will respond to your true nature.
This all may sound funny but it works. Perhaps you are finding yourself in places that you do not belong in the first place.
Go to places that truly interest you. Find something you are passionate about and do it 100%. Not because of a paycheck but because you love it. You may even need to volunteer.
In the mean time, just to make some money. Do anything, but do it 100%. My dad used to say "If you are going to shovel shit, shovel shit well." This attitude is valuable in the work place. People take notice and promotions, recommendations will suddenly appear in your life. You may be offered a job from someone who notices this work ethic, but you never know when that will happen, so do it all day, every day, all the time.
Not sure if this sounds like mumbo jumbo. It always worked for me in my life.
Good luck!
EDIT: I just noticed that the OP was last year. Did you find a job? How are things going for you?
"In the universe there is an immeasurable, indescribable force which shamans call intent, and absolutely everything that exists in the entire cosmos is attached to intent by a connecting link." ~Carlos Castaneda