lol i know brother. the little people(elves) don't bother me, but when i do see them they put trinkets into my body, than they do their crazy little dance. their arms wiggle like the robot in Lost in Space. But anyways, the alien to me are more like shadow people, but i can see the out-lining of their bodies and head. they do scare me, so much so that one time i was laying down and energy shot straight up my spine and i sat up quickly. my spine was stiff like a sword and there was no fighting it. my vision was all black and a multi-colored hand reached out of the darkness and laid its hand on top of my head and all that energy went up my spine and into his hand. it took my information/experiences in life.... that bastard
i was raped i tell'ya. oh and another time i was laying down and the shadow people lifted up my shirt and all their hands were digging into my belly button and every time they pressed on it an image of my mother would appear. when it was all over it was my hands, but i know it was them. were they working thru me? hmmm