I had the worst pharma experience of my life last night. I took 275mg caapi extracted alkaloids and 100mg DMT – slightly more than my previously largest dose.
I felt extreme nausea (but no purge) for over 6 hours, but it was more than just nausea. I felt ill – poisoned. Imagine the worst flu you’ve ever had, and that’s getting close to how I felt.
The visuals were very mediocre and by hour 4 there really weren’t any visuals at all – just extreme sickness. No insights, no introspective reflection. Just terribly ill.
I really feel like the negatives (nausea and other physical illness symptoms) outweigh the positives (extended experience, introspective journeys), and at this point I’m thinking of giving up on pharma.
(My first and only aya experience was with 15g black caapi - very potent - and no DMT. I felt very ill that time as well.)
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