shroombee wrote:Voidmatrix wrote:Reminding me of good times past, when I had more confidence in these endeavors. Not sure what happened over time... Anyway, I've definitely had my share of high dose journeys in darkness and silence. Some of the best ones.
What may have happened is you received what you needed from those intense journeys, and now you prefer mostly dwelling in a less intense, less dramatic, more calm space?
I've noticed since doing many heroic journeys last year (all good), I no longer desire to have my mind spread across the universe and then reassembled. At least not for a while.
Sorry shroombee, I somehow missed this. But I think it's a combination of factors. However, what you've mentioned could be part of it. I know some of it was long hiatuses for misguided reasons and so I'm "out of shape," so to speak. Would like to get back to previous levels of confidence and acclimation, and so am steadily working towards it. I find a plethora of value in having "my mind spread across the universe."

Tony6Strings wrote:Hey!! Thanks for asking!! It went wonderfully!! I did not end up in complete silent darkness the entire time (when you have kids and live in apartments, silence is a relative term and never absolute) but I did get a good amount of time relaxing in quiet darkness with my love. It was an amazing experience, I love these mushrooms.
I made another chocolate, this time with a Lindt sea salted caramel dark chocolate bar. Used blender to powder 3.5 grams mushrooms. Had another wonderful experience. The come up feels a little uneasy on the stomach and weird in the body, however after that first hour or so the initial weirdness gives way to wonderful enhancement of the world with eyes open and some most amazing visions with closed eyes.
No, thank you for sharing. Was your partner tripping with you?
Sounds like a few good trips added to your belt

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