I just finished the third trip an hour ago. I waited like 30 minutes between each experience. All these were on enhanced Mexican tarragon.
1. ~35mg dmt
I was watching this circular thing and there were two beings by the sides of it. They had tribal paint on their faces and at least one was a woman-ish. In the circular thing was some information i was trying to decipher, of course unsuccessfully. The woman was giving me directions with her hands, it felt like she was trying to navigate me. One of her gestures was a triangle made with both hands. I was like: "oh yeah, that!" And they gestured to each other: "finally he is starting to get it!" Then the thing started disappearing and moving to the side. They were mildly frustrated that i was leaving and that i didnt get it... whatever "it" was.
2. ~50mg dmt, unfinished
I smoked some and was forcing myself to smoalk moar, but my body started going limp. My palms were extremely sweaty and my breath heavy, mom's spaghetti. Then i saw this flowing, shifting structure. It looked like one of those optical illusions where the space seems to wrap around itself. The whole thing had a circus-like vibe. There was at least one guy by the side of it, his face painted white and around his eyes black. He was a circus performer. He was doing this dance, while gesturing to me to go inside of that impossible thing. This thing was distinctly 3D, which im not sure i ever saw with a closed-eye visual. The thing then started fading and i opened my eyes. My room was flowing and i laughed for several minutes, not sure why.
3. ~50mg dmt, unfinished
I was watching this flower-like structure folding and unfolding itself. There were no entities, no unknowable knowledge being shared. I came out of it with a cold body, and i felt very doubtful of myself, sad even. Intrusive memories of unpleasant events were bombarding me. Not sure why, as there didnt seem to be any impulse to cause it.
Right after the experience i put on a random video to unwind, but unfortunately, it was a
video about a cruel, piece of sh*t cop literally tasing a dude in the naked balls. That didnt really help my state.. haha. I feel a bit better now.
Do you ever get sad like this after smoking?