Good day ladies and gentlemen of the nexus. I am here to report back on my first trip and I am afraid it didn't pan out the way I hoped it would
. However, it wasn't a complete waste of time and there was much I learnt and have to think about before I make my next attempt.
I started off by re-weighing my spice. The last time I weighed it, it was around 70-90mg but after loading it in the cup, it seemed to weigh about 100mg
(I need to buy some 10g scales. I don't think my 20g ones are accurate enough). I managed to fit in the entire 100 mg into the cup but it was full to the brim. I will post my settings on the Mr Bald T thread to keep things tidy.
After about 20 min of meditation, I went upstairs, sat in bed and hit the button and inhaled. The device worked perfectly
. Huge amounts of vapour were produced without too much delay
. I found the vapour extremely harsh even though it wasn't badly burnt. As much as I tried, I couldn't suppress my cough reflex. I had a burning sensation from the back of my throat all the way down to my lungs. The tip of both my upper and lower lips were slightly swollen, burning and numb all at the same time. I coughed out most of the vapour almost immediately. Unfortunately, this happened with the second and third hit also
.
I lay down and closed my eyes. I felt mildly anxious and very cold and I crawled under the duvet for warmth. I was hyperventilating and my heart was racing so I did some slow breathing and this eased things considerably. Then the closed eye visuals started. It started off as grey patterns on a black background and then became very bright and colourful patterns on a black background. Some were geometric and fluorescent and others were organic like dividing bacteria and had had a halo like glow around them. The background was persistently triangular in shape and it it seemed to be zooming inwards from the sides towards the centre. I had a brief flash of some ancient Egyptian art and a flash of multiple eyes in the style of an Alex Grey painting but I never went beyond this.
I dropped the vaporiser on its side when I lay down, so the remnants spilled out of the cup and I couldn't try again. I went downstairs after returning to base line and made myself a cup of tea but drinking it was excruciatingly painful because of how sore the back of my throat was. It is now nearly an hour since I had the spice and my lips and throat are a bit better but my wind pipe still feels a bit raw - like I have bronchitis.
While the trip was a bit disappointing, I have learnt that:
1. I am going to have to come up with some way of controlling my cough reflex.
2. The device I have is quite capable of doing the job. I think it is quite capable of delivering a breakthrough dose.
3. The device is very easy to clean afterwards.
My plan of action is to:
Extract some more spice when I get some private time (process already started).
Try a lower temperature setting on the device.
Suck some mints prior to inhalation to try to 'cool'my airway down.
Plan B will be to look for some sort of ice cooled device and learn some pranayama exercises.
Failing this, Mimohuasca with some Syrian rue would be the last resort but getting enough private time would be quite difficult my current situation.
I would greatly appreciate any thoughts, observations and advice.