indianyogi,
I feel for you, I really do. Mainly because I am also an indian yogi, and I too have struggled with mental problems and demonic afflictions. The best advice I could give you would be to lay off of powerful substances like dmt for the time being, unless you are planning on visiting an ayahuasca retreat for deep spiritual healing and cleansing. Also pills have never really helped me very much, so I wouldn't feel right encouraging you to take them. But staying sober, eating healthy, and exercising along with meditation seems like it might be a good way to stay somewhat sane, and also help you to progress on your path; but I'm sure you already know all of this. Anyways good luck mate and have a great day,
gurud
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